I am a mom - you got that - huh? Mommyhood = constant chaos. This is my attempt to chronicle it - to show my child there was a time when mommy wasn't crazy, just on the verge of it. Our second baby was diagnosed with Alobar Holoprosencephaly; this baby did not live past 14 weeks gestation. That sadness is strong, but the whirlwind that is my life rarely gives me time to process that loss. So, I write, this is my process, humor, sadness, love, with a tinge bit of madness wrapped in it all.