Evaluation: Can I do this?

I am evaluating whether or not I a truly dedicated to writing this blog. I had a strong start, but I have been lousy at keeping it up. Part of it has to do with a very deep sadness I feel that prohibits me from doing beyond the bare minimum. I know, it sounds like depression - but I do not think it is quite there yet. I find it so exhausting to keep up with my son. Intellectually and physically, I am seeking new and old ways of stimulating his development - swimming, tumbling and bike rides. Hey, in the process, I have lost five pounds - only fifteen to go!

I need to make this a part of my routine...